So, I'm actually very excited that I've begun to journal a bit. Yet, I'm still disappointed that life is so utterly busy right now, that I can't find 5 minutes a day to catch everyone up.
Everyday though, I spend at least 5, 10 or 20 minutes answering..."So are you excited?" "How's all the plans going?" "Still working on the wedding?"
Well since you know that a drop of sarcasm lives inside this sugar dumpling, I have to admit my immediate responses are not the first thoughts that go through my head. I kindly reply yet I'm wanting to be sarcastic as heck.
"No I'm not excited actually it's kinda sad, me getting married and all."
"What plans? I already took my vacation this year? OH...are you talking about the wedding?"
" Nah, I pretty much gave up on planning stuff, we'll just see how it goes from here."
Forgive me for the harshness, I think it's just exhaustion talking. I'd be ever so sugar plum happy, if all I had to do everyday, for the next 80+ days...is nothing but deal with wedding plans.
For the record, I am EXCITED, very excited. I'm so excited that I just want to fast forward so I'll happen already!
Other good news, Stephen had a job interview here on Wednesday, he thinks it went very well. I'll keep praying. Meanwhile we've begun converstations about how to handle the living sitation when he moves down. We need a bigger place, but I do love my little aptartment. It's finally just feeling like home, and I dread MOVING. Especailly before the wedding. I don't know if I have that in me.
Oh more on the shower. It was so fun hot pinks, greens and yellows! Julie gave me the cutest little gerber daisy corsage! That one one of my favorite parts! All of the delicious food! OH yummy! Cute cute little bites and great punch! OH and white cake petit fors with little pink daisys on them. Everyone was soo generous and it was great just getting to visit with family and chat. My mom seemed to enjoy getting to meet more of Stpehen's family.
OK we'll I'm going to get back to work so I can start my weekend....I hope you have a great one!
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